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Monday, 17 September 2007

  • Along Time Gone...

    Dear Mr. Anonymous,

    It has been awhile since i have written to you and for that I am sorry. The school year is busier than I thought it would be and I am finally getting a schedule under my wing and gaining somewhat control over my busy life. If I never answer back soon I have to apologize in advance. I will get back to you within the due course of time.

    So pretty much Romans 12:1-2 has been on my mind. My mom had me and my brothers memorize it for a Bible study we did as a family and recently my youth pastor has been going through it. I was convicted on not having Scripture memorized. Lately, it seems more like now than ever the Lord has been revealing to me my need to not just immerse myself into scripture but also be memorizing more and more of it. I found my small notecard holder that had some verses I recalled from monthes ago. My plan is to rememorize those verses on top of adding new ones. I would love to start memorizing books of the Bible but I need to pray on where to start first.

    Im a taken back by my Pastors question: Is what we know what we are actually going to do? So often i find myself sitting and reading my Bible or sitting under scripture but never actually doing anything about it. Applying what you know is such a difficult thing to do, yet something that needs to be worked on in our lives. As I remind myself that I need to be memorizing scripture and applying it to my life I encourage you to do the same.

    I know this was a shorter message but as the school year is under full way and my senior year is going fully blast the Lord is revealing new things to me that I never expected. Some extremely exciting and others interestingly awkward and need prayer. As the school year continues working on scripture memory is something I plan to work on!

    Squirt

Sunday, 02 September 2007

  • These are a few of my favorite things...

    Dear Mr. Anonymous,

    My thoughts are slightly more composed than they have been usually. A few of my favorite things. I love lollipops and rollercoaster rides. I love fireworks and the bright colors they make. I love to read novels with purpose and ones that dont, although that would make me mad in the end. I love things with color in them that stand out.I love the color blue. I love my bed and the great sleep it provides to me. I love music-all types except for rap. I love orange juice and arnold palmers. I love duckie from pretty in pink. I love to stare at the stars, although it is very difficult to do since i live in a city. I love the simplicity of life, even though it is quite busy. i love to draw and paint.

    I love the Word of God. I love that i cannot lose my salvation. I love that it is a gift and that there was nothing i could do to attain it. I love that it is through by faith alone, in Christ alone and Grace alone. I love my church and i love hearing the Word of God. I love reading biographies on men and women who struggled in the faith just like me. I love hearing about their heights and their faults. I love fellowshipping with other people and creating friendships that last a lifetime. I love the diversity of the body but the common thing we have is in Christ Jesus. I love how my Lord sent His Son to die for me. Such a beautiful grace about it.

    I love to laugh. I love architecture and the places men have taken buildings. I love staying up late for whatever reason it may be only to sleep in the next day. I love my dog and my family. I love my friends and their support. I love the Bruins. I love soccer. I love to learn and enhance my knowledge. I love taking pictures. I love vintage. I love the piano and violin-gorgeous combination. I love movies and vacations. I love to inline skate and ice skate. I love to play games-especially card games. I love to write letters.

    <3 Squirt

Monday, 27 August 2007

  • the ring on the hand

    Dear Mr. Anonymous,

    I think i have had this song replaying for the last hour. I was so scared of everything you put in front of me / I've been arching every part of me
    Just to see
    See
    Why you need me to be
    The boy you need me to be

    Amazing grace
    How sweet the sound
    That saves a wretch like me
    I once was lost
    And now I'm found
    Was blind but now I see

    I just wanna see

    I'm the type of person who lets fear drive
    I'm the type of guy who lets it drive
    Cause I'm addicted, I'm needy,
    I'm lost without you
    I need you
    I need you

    Amazing grace
    How sweet the sound
    That saves a wretch like me
    I once was lost
    But now I'm found
    Was blind but now I see

    I need God more than ever right now and i feel more tired than i have in a very long time. School is in full swing and my life is busy as always. Im losing a friend to the San Fran bay area soon. I quit my job and now must savor my paycheck. Going through difficult times with coming to terms with my head and my heart yet keeping in mind that i need to not be decieved. All while trying to gain alittle sleep. Yet the beauty in all this. The Gospel still remains. Thats why i can do what i do. That is why i am who am. I am a Christ follower. I know my thoughts arent as uniformed as they usually are but this is how im thinking lately. in ramblings. Stay focused on the goal for the prize. Stay focused on the Gospel and Christs death for us. Thats all that matters.

    Corrine

Sunday, 19 August 2007

  • New way to be human

    Dear Mr. Anonymous,

    I have known no pain unlike this. I wrote a letter to you once about pain but i never sent it out. This is what i wrote......

    Ever felt that your heart could sink down to your legs? That someone or something has caused you a great deal of grief or pain that you feel like slipping away into somewhere where no one can talk to you? Pain is one of those subjects that as a Christian or anyone else it is very difficult to deal with. The lines of the song “Beauty from Pain” by Superchick is constantly on replay in my mind. After all this has passed I still will remain, after I have cried my last there’ll be beauty from pain though it wont be today, someday ill hope again and there’ll be beauty from pain, you will bring beauty from pain. The lyrics are beautifully written and yet speak of a great deal of pain but provide hope.  I was taught that sometimes God uses pain to open our eyes to new wonders about Him. It’s an emotion that can be used as a refining tool to our lives. It’s a crazy concept I know that may be seemingly complex to understand, but once all is revealed it is quite simple.

     

    Those lyrics are a comfort to me right now. I cant explain the pain i am feeling and if you do know the pain i am feeling right now then maybe there is some hope on the other side of the rainbow...im not exactly sure how all this will end out but its killing me softly.I know its not of much encouragement right now but i told myself when i would write these letters i would write me whole feelings and today this is what i feel.

    squirt

Wednesday, 15 August 2007

  • Life goal: A deer that panteth

    Dear Mr. Anonymous,

    Do you find in the world today that man is willing to put himself on the line, according to the worlds definition? What I mean by this is do you find man willing to leave all he has behind to do something, to sacrifice? Would he be willing to sacrafice himself? Somehow i find it extremely hard to believe. Lately i have been contemplating this passage in Philippians. It is alittle lengthy so I am only going to refer to the two verses that stand out the most, and when you have time to open your Bible, do open it here. Philippians 2: 6-11. Verses 7&8 state "but made Himself nothing taking the very nature of a servant , being made in human likeness. and being found in appearance as a man, He humbled Himself and become obedient to death-even death on a cross!" Its a contemplating set of verses, at least in my opinion. To think that someone, okay not just anyone, but God's Son died for me is mind boggling.

    Humility. Its a powerful word. It changes mans perspective on life. Really it does. It is when man realizes that he is going to step down from being number one in his life and make God number one and forcing himself to the very last of the list. Humbling yourself to death. Mind cannot comprehend it. We live in America, how can we? A bottled up world without fear of harm, and i mean real harm. Then to die on a cross, not because you actually deserved it, but because your Father is commanding it of you and taking the weight of the world upon yourself. Not only would it be impossible for me to do because i am imperfect but uncomprehendable. The song goes "Without You I'm so alone I am weak but You are strong You pick me up when I'm falling down And I am crying
    Out to You inside of my heart I need You, Lord, oh so, for the part I want You to have my life, Jesus". I love this song by Shawn Mcdonald. It has such an amazing lyrical composition on how I need Christ more than anyone in my life really. Those last lines in the verse make me realize what is important in my life.

    Lately i have been recognizing the difference between what I want for my life and what i am called to do. Do you ever find yourself doing that? That Christs death was not enough? Maybe not. Most of the time we dont even know we are doing it. In my opinion thats the sadest and worst kind of sin. When you cant see it in your life at that time. And not because i am classifying it as oh one of the top sins. Thats not what i mean. Usually when you cant see the sin in your life the problem is worse, whether it be publically demonstrated or weighing in on your heart.

    Think about those verses. Read more in philippians. I love that book. 2 Corinthians 5:21 (my favorite verse) states that "He made Him who knew NO sin to become sin for this man so that we may become the righteousness of God through Him".  Gospel in a nutshell. Its a beautiful verse. Think about who your living your life for and what your living for. So often we dont take the time to stop and think about that death on the cross. That death on the cross and how much my life cost. He died for me. Ha its really too good to be true. But it happened and I am His.

    Lori Wick wrote about a little girl who was partially deaf and blind without her glasses. A cute adorable 10 year old little girl whose father abused her and was a drunkard. Brenda was taken into a foster home that was a family of Christians. Brenda always saw God as someone like her father. When discussing the matter with her older 'brother" he thought of God more like his own father. Someone who cared and loved him very much. Brenda was sitting in on the christmas eve service when the Lord opened her eyes and her heart to Him. She saw the gift that God had given to her. It was in her opinion and mine the greatest gift she had ever recieved.

    Lori Wick has a way of writing that i wish to obtain one day but in the story she made clear that Christ died for us according to the scriptures. Do you ever think about that? Do you ever think about turning your back on your life to live for Him? I hope and pray you do

    Corrine

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    • Name: Corrine
    • Location: Los Angeles, California, United States
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  • Corrine here guys! I thought i would fix this pud-ducker...Thats right i said pud-ducker. Im continually growing in the Amazing Word of God and hopefully can communicate that from my blog. Im random and probably the only one talented enough to fall up stairs. I enjoy painting and reading and often enough you can find me on my skates down in Saugus. Check it out....FAMILIA!

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  • Listening to Air1 and wishing i was back at camp..but the Lord is good and wants me back at home...for some odd reason